massive anxiety problems brought on by an abusive mother, and the drug problem i developed by self medicating...
i also dont rust anybody, but i still let myself get fucked on a regular basis...
And I don't mean that confrontationally. I mean, genuinely, what's your problem? We all have them, little quirks, fears, unexplainable neurosis. What's yours? What's the thing you have or do that sometimes makes it harder getting through the day?
Mine? Well, from a pysical side, I'm registered disabled. I'm a severe Hemophiliac, but I deal with that as well as possible, to thepoint where I don't feel in disturbs my life as much as it could. I have very over-protective parents, and my Father still insists on picking me up on a night out, but, the way i see it, that's just a free lift home a 1:30am.
Mentally however...
... I've noticed recently that my moods can turn on a dime. Like now, for instance. At first I thought it was to with some of the negativity flying around here. But now, I'm sure it's not, because I can point out time when this has happened before. Right now I can myself slipping into what i can only discribe as a depression. My hean and eyes feel heavy, but I dont feel tired. My faults are in a dark place, going over ever mistake I've ever made, everything I've ever done wrong.
I know these moods. there's a chance they'll be gone in half an hour. Or, there a chance I'll feel like this until I go to bed. It bothers me.
massive anxiety problems brought on by an abusive mother, and the drug problem i developed by self medicating...
i also dont rust anybody, but i still let myself get fucked on a regular basis...
Have you ever tried St. John's Wort? It could help...Originally Posted by Technofear
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Fear is the path to the Dark Side. Fear leads to anger, anger leads to hate, hate...leads to suffering.
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I can't get enough beer.
Or on a more serious note - I'm allergic to beer (and many other foodstuffs) - though it's not life threatening. It does cause some problems but I love what I'm allergic to more than whatever problems consuming it present.
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i worry way to much about what others around me are doing. like my neighbor who parks his car on the grass and keeps his kids toys on the lawn even though the lease on our properties clearly says dont do that.
or people who do shit wrong at work even though it has no affect on me at all.
'If You Don't Know Where You're Going, Any Road Will Get You There." --The Cheshire Cat
Be hold the Glory of Hermit Crab in a Glass Shell
You've got the wrong. It's:-Originally Posted by The Sentry
Originally Posted by gavbrown
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I'm a walking contradiction.
"There's no such thing as happiness, only nostalgia."
Originally Posted by Ethan Johnson
Originally Posted by Simi Boyz
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I'm terrified of responsibility.
And I feel guilty for... well, basically everything mankind has ever done since the begining of time.
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